Feb. 28th, 2010 09:52 pm
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I'm home alone.  Like always and watching the closing ceremonies.
Its humorous start and the celebration, the happy celebration with heart just got to me.
I caught myself talking to the TV. Actually talking out loud about how cool that was O_o

Sitting here alone watching people party and be joyous at their achievements made me start bawling.
People can do so much and I can't even figure how to plan a trip. ARGHH!
It feels so sad to me right now as I try to plan a trip for one.
All the hotel rooms are automatically set for 2. And at this moment it hurts to click on the tab for just 1. 

And I just know I won't end up going anywhere at all.   I just don't know how to do any of this right.
I think i need to go for a run on the treadmill. I need to shake this sad stuff off somehow.

Date: 2010-03-02 01:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] devin-chain.livejournal.com

Are you feeling any better today? Have you made any of the plans you were thinking about?


Date: 2010-03-02 07:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shuteyespy.livejournal.com
Yes, thank you. Today was good, went out, bought some good food. Felt a lot better with a walk.

No real plans yet but thought about New York. I have a friend who lives there, so I wouldn't be sight seeing alone all the time. Its just a matter of me getting me there.

But feeling better today. Thank you for the ((hugs)) = )

Date: 2010-03-02 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tasabian.livejournal.com

What about signing up for a group tour? Lots of people go solo on those & it's a fun way to meet new people too. My cousin saw Patagonia this way!

Date: 2010-03-02 07:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shuteyespy.livejournal.com
Never thought of group tours. Thank you for mentioning it.
Does seem like a good idea right now.

I'll totally look into it.

Thank you for the Hugs.


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